oh hai!
i bet you thought i forgot about this here tumblr… well guess what, i did!
pretty sure that if i didn’t own this here domain, this here tumblr would have slid down into obscurity. i bet you even forgot you subscribed to it. if you even subscribed to it.
i’ve pretty much let everything go. this here spot, my thought out blog, my im has been turned off for months, days between tweets.
the only thing that has not been lagging? my need for facebook. i am addicited to mafia wars, and epic pet wars, and well, pretty much that’s it. i’m very into mindless these days.
graduation is a whole seven days away, and i can’t wait to get out of here except for the part that it means that i’ve got to find not just a job but a career, and there’s this guy that i sorta want to plan the rest of my life around…and no it’s not jesus, sorry…so there is this added stress to try to ensure that we at least end up within a drivable distance of each other if the dreaded horror of us not being in the same city, same apartment, comes to pass.
i’d really like to stay and get my masters, though it seems that academic and funny will just never go together, and if i write a paper that is thoughtful and insightful and humerous it’s destined for a grade no higher than a B-, and i’m pretty sure i can’t spend another two years writing things that don’t make me laugh a little on the inside. i’m sorry academic writing has to be a bore, but i guess it does. it makes me a little sad.
maybe one day i’ll come back and right this wrong, but not until i find a program that lets me be funny. i think we’d have way more english majors if we were allowed to be funny. and i mean english major funny, which really still means the rest of the world will still think we’re crazy people who read old books for no good reason, and won’t get any of the jokes that make us crack up with side-splitting laughter. like naming a guy we don’t like ahab or bartleby, because they embody those characters and everyone knows what we’re talking about.
so, here i go out into the real world with no fall-back plan, except maybe taco bell. i was a really great assistant manager. though i suppose they’d think i was over qualified now since last time i had that job i didn’t even have an associates degree, and now i’ve leapt over that hedge to a BA and a certificate in an industry that is slow to change, and will be slowly crushed by amazon because we’re too slow to get there.
too rambly for you? too bad. i’m back. tell your friends. run for the hills.
these words are going to fall out faster than ever before. i’m searching for my voice. i lost it somewhere, and i’m going to find it and beat it into submission for running away. unfortunately, i think it has multiple personalites.
no wait, that’s a good thing. as long as i don’t, we’re all good.
